em....

crazy is the word to describe so awesome!!!!!!!!!!

i am discovered

someone told me yesterday can you be my angel?

and somehow i feel that i never thought that someone here in UNIMAS may discover me in that sense

gundam crazy

a better one...

oh my

i am starting to write my gloom again

the shards of an English Patient

i was broken hearted and it broke into pieces
at least what is broken is me
not you
that may be my last wish to you
it is okay for me to be so
i dont want you to even know that i am broken
i dont even want you to be affected by my shattered self
the shards shall not harm you...

for you belong to your own happiness
any intervention is forbidden in my part
i am as to shine like who i should be
i must resume the role

the role of white angel...

to help beyond my own interest...

i am far beyond...

fake trailer but nice

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UmAaNPOjG38

waiting for the dawn

i am waiting for the sun to rise in my heart
to shine an ever cold and lonely heart
for there is to ward my loneliness
at least to see the sun smile


oh what am i writ
am i sad as to see people in a relationship
oh may you have to remember
that to be thankful of what you have at present is most salient

yes... and i require massive strength....

hey...

do you forget who you are?

you are....

i am....

the white angel...

shine brightly....

there is only one God and Muhammad as His messenger...

do you know?

do you know that if you are reading my blog that you are the one whom i am most interested in? i have this feeling that i am really able to help you... at least to contribute a little part in your life... to show you one road to maturity...

auguration.....

the world is mine

my life i trade in for your pain

my life i trade in for your pain....

remember the angel creed

when i know someone is in a relationship i must not intervene with their relationship and try to get the person who is in a relationship. at least what i can do is to contribute to her life as minimum as possible let her decide to ponder on my words in using it in her life at the minimum or maximum

why do i have to do it?

why do i have this urgency to seek for her...
i dont know

but at least i feel that because i know she is facing some confusions in her life, gearing herself to be more matured i see that she is going to be serious in leaving the online world. for a while i guess but there is such a hint in me that she wont leave that long. because these things have been part of her for so long how can you have an immediate change as such. there is only one way that what she does may be truthful in which with sheer determination she may as well leave the online.

oh what i am worried of why am i worried so much...
what i am so worried is that the implication that may have come along with my anonymous words to her blog. i dont know why i keep myself as anonymous as possible. i know no one is reading this blog except myself therefore the conviction of the knowledge of the need to face a certain justification of what is maturity...

i feel that there is a need for me to resume that role once more... once more is not the correct phrase but again and again is... in which the implication is o be resume the white angel hope...

shine brightly for others as by helping others i am helping myself.
it is a moral code that i must abide.

therefore the sun plan shall be executed no matter what happens
at least if i am not a big part of her life
at least i can contribute to a little part of her life

somehow i need an opening to start it...

i have never written this long therefore i hope that by expressing myself here i will feel a bit calm... and if she seeks for help i will answer for it and at least give the hints to signal my light...

To say I love you’ one must first be able to say the ‘I

To say I love you’ one must first be able to say the ‘I

talk talk

ngau again

one the shield prayer...

ngau time

ngau time

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B71HPo3qVoA

already the 50th post!!!

oh my i did not realise that i have been kind of using this blog ever since. hmm whta i can say here is that in my current life situation what i will surely do is to finish my work and also execute the sun plan. what was strange in the last few days was someone who kind of left me for the past few years has returned in my life funny it is..

sloth is bad

i must finish my work...

GN 000 0 GUNDAM

nice

how crazy am i?

if i am really crazy of her therefore i will buy her the thing she desires. oh well there is a point to be made when i was surveying the price for the thing she wants. i guess that can start and create a good or i dont know what i am doing is okay or not but at least i need to be honest with what i feel to someone if not i may not gain anything... hmmm lets see..

second try

trying to upload

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ABdbJpub720

TRANS AM BURST

we will change in order to create the future!!!!!

it will trans am

oh deary

what is my purpose of this blog i have no idea at all... am i the F that she see.. so wait the sun plan will be done anyway

the one for everyone

the one for everyone is better that can be another line in my sun poem

oh well

i always hope i ma the one...

guys expressing feelings is it gurly?

today i had the thought that is it wrong for a guy to express his feelings here. does it make a guy sound girly? i guess not because i am bestowed by feelings and i am free to express it as long as i am not troubling anyone with it and i surely believe i am not troubling anyone therefore it is justified.

prayer....

اللهم ليس لي جارحة لا تشكوني إليك، وليس لي شكوى لا تأملني بك، أعوذ بك من كل حزن إلا من حزن تقصير بحقك، ومن كل ندم إلا ندمي لما أسلفت من عصيانك. اللهم لي ذنوب لا تستطيع حملها أكتافي، ولن يحمل عني وزري أي محب، فإن لم تكن لي فلن يكون إلا الخسران رفيقي....... أستغفرك عدد ما أذنبت بحقك, وبحق خلقك وبحق نفسي الضعيفة، أستغفرك عدد ما أنساني الشيطان ذكرك

the sun

will the sun come to shine my life?

rest assured and be patient and wait....

be diligent

we have to be diligent and finish our work... thesis.... oh my...

i found a treasure trove =)

and its name is CAIS

happy brithday to me

oh well happy birthday to me

sometimes.... i....

يجب أن تكون دائما جيدة... العودة الى الطريق المستقيم... إنقاذ أولئك الذين هم في حاجة... تنوير الظلمات أن أرى...

for now is anonymous

for now i guess i better be anonymous to you... just a few moments you will know it is me... who writes those long comments for you....

on MC

today i am on MC and i got a number of pains...
1. diarrhea
2.headache
3.faint
4.temperature unstable

lalala(@-@)

i wonder why

i wonder why i dont feel so good today

new delicious template

something really delicious to see haha

i want to....

but you have to wait....

for me to tel you who i am will take some time....

too many questions

sometimes i do feel down... there is a need to have someone to care for you... someone that you will eventually call as a wife... sad...

who will comment my blog haha

GUNDAMS haha

cutting a path to a better future

this is kind of cool hehe

gunplasss

and the above what is about to be an epic battle.... cant wait to get my 00 and reborns=)
GUNDAM EXIA RII... i finally repaired the glitch that i had with this model hahaha now i love it=)

the same problems

wherever i go i found that the problems i see is always the same. the only difference is the people whom are facing the problems

welcome october

this is the month then